Say something, I'm giving up on you.
Saturday, April 12, 2014 | 12:24 AM | 0 ruler breaker
Just when I thought that things get a little bit better, everything starts to crash down again.
I wouldn't say that I've the best of it, but I thought it did get a little, just that little bit better. But tonight, right at this moment, I came to realize that, everything was just my imagination. That little hope that I thought I saw, that little glimpse of light that I thought I saw, just go "poof" GONE!
Everything should have already get to a full stop a week ago. But, I choose not to let it end. And there, history repeat. There's a saying, "never fix a broken glass, cause you'll end up hurting yourself" and I find it very relevant to me. Why did I say it's relevant, it simply because I broke that "glass" in between us a week ago. Things should have left that way, and that's it. Why must I be so naive and think that we could be fine after that?
Actually, I won't blame you. You've made it very clear at the very start, just that I'm that naive to think that by working a little harder, to care a little more, to do a little more for you, could actually change a little and make you fall. But, I'm wrong. I'm dead wrong. Nothing's gonna change that. Nothing's gonna change the fact that you don't like me, and you never will!
It's coming to an end. I guess I shall not be dumb and hope that one day you'll actually fall for me. I've been dumb to do that in my previous relationship, I shall not do that anymore. Hoping for something that will never happen is purely stupid! But at least, at the end of the day, I could say I've tried.
If you're meant to be, you'll be. If not, friends we shall be.
Labels: #KLJW, Late night thoughts, My life, My thoughts
