Another late night post
Tuesday, April 15, 2014 | 12:35 AM | 0 ruler breaker
Just another late night thought that struck me tonight.
I'm glad we are talking again, I really am. I'm glad that you didn't turn your back on me like how he did. I don't know if everything on your side is solved, or you've overcome that stress, but I just want to say, no matter what, I'm here. Still here. I won't turn my back on people whom I really care. I don't care whether it's 11pm, 1am, 3am or even 5am, if you need me, just give me a call. I wouldn't mind being awaken by someone I care because they need a pair of listening ears.
Those few days when we aren't talking, I've been thinking a lot. Thinking if I should start a conversation, but what if you find me annoying? Thinking if I should wait for you to contact me, but what if you didn't, what should I do. Thinking if it's something I've done wrong or is it something I've said. Thinking if I should continue trying or just give up.....
And then, one day, I start a conversation again. And we happened to talk again. ☺️ That joy, that small little happiness I've got here is like "woohoo, he finally reply me!!!!!"
Still remember I dreamt of you last night, and we are taking some photos. I don't know why, but in that split second, I woke up. I don't know if it's because something bad is gonna happen, or what, but I just woke up. Took my phone, and told you. It could be a sweet dream, or a beautiful nightmare. Hmmm.
Tonight, I'm thinking again. Thinking if I should continue showing you that I've feelings for you, or should I just cut it off. If I could switch that feel off for KY, I can switch it off for you too KL. Both Ks are making my mind go a little haywire, always keep my mind thinking. Non stop thinking...
Good or bad?
Labels: #KLJW, Late night thoughts