Just another night, of me missing you terribly.

Sorry boy, for missing you terribly much again tonight. I've no idea why, but I do. I hate how much I ruin us, or I should say the friendship between us. I hate how much I ruin everything i had.

If I didn't tell you how I feel, would things be better between us? If I didn't tell you how I feel, would we still be as close? If I didn't tell you how I feel, would we turn out to be couple in future?

I regretted. regretted for telling you how I feel, regretted for being so straightforward and didn't really think much.

But one thing I know, even if I didn't tell you how I feel, the ending will still be the same. Cause you'll never fall for me. Who am I to make you fall for me? I mean, look at you, you've got the looks, the certificates, almost everything a girl want. What about me? No looks, no money, no figure, no certificates, nothing.

All I can do, is to treat you like a friend. Just a friend. Even if I still like you, I also won't tell you anymore. Cause the more I show you how I feel towards you, the further you'll push me away. So I shall keep it to myself, only myself.

😔😢