So, May is here.

A brand new month, a brand new start. I believe I've been saying the same thing every start of the month, but things are still of the same. BUT, this time round, I'm serious in making a change, having a brand new start.

Maybe not a brand new start, but more of a brand new way of dealing things and I'll try to fix the problems I've created.

This time round, I'll study a little harder for that one damn burden module. I'll get more involved in housework. I'll get more part time jobs and earn more money. I'll work a little harder to achieve my goals. I'll exercise more so as to reach my ideal weight and shape.

There's so many things I want to do, now I've got the time and energy, but the only thing I'm lack of, is MONEY! Why must everything be linked to money? Even when I've got that little amount of pay, I can't do the things I want. Reason because I've got a huge debt to clear. I would have cleared the debt if I'm allowed to work overnight. Yes, it will ruin my body clock, but the pay is really damn tempting. Just by working for maybe a few months, I'm able to complete the whole debt. But sadly, strict family members are stopping me from working in that line. I see the cons for working that, but the money is the most important thing for me now!

If only I don't have any debts, I won't get so tied down. I won't have to worry so much when I wanna go overseas with friends. And I will be able to renovate the house earlier. Sighhhhhhhhhhhh.