Reality....
Sunday, May 11, 2014 | 2:43 AM | 0 ruler breaker
Maybe one day, one fine day, you'll not be the guy I keep mentioning. Maybe one day, you'll not be the one I get upset for. Maybe one day, you'll not be the one in mind almost all the time.
I've no idea why, they told me you look like him. I see no similiarity between the both of you except for the "K". Cause to me, you're both from different world. One who have an aim, a goal, just like an angel from heaven. Another is someone who takes what he's served, not much of a goal to achieve, just like a devil from hell.
I won't deny the fact that KY did leave me a lot of memories, be it good or bad. And I won't deny that he is really a nice guy when he's nice, but he's just another jerk when he's bad. To me, I won't regret being together with him for all the good he had done for me. The only regret id was not being able to be that "girlfriend" he want me to be, that's why we end up being strangers all over again.
I no longer miss KY, because he's not needed in my life anymore. I only miss the memories, I miss his granny's cooking, I miss how "relaxed" I used to be, I miss how I can spent the whole day sleeping and not doing anything.
As for KL, there's not much of a memory for me to miss. But those small little meet ups, and those conversations, are really loved and missed. I've no idea whether you'll read upon this, but I really wanna say, "I really miss you, I really do. I just can't show out anymore. I can't show you that I miss you, or I still like you. So, I shall just keep it to myself. And suck it up."
If only time could rewind, I would want to rewind back to the time when we just chat. I will keep my feelings to myself first, or I will just keep it to myself. And I wanna see if we could get together in the future.
Ohwell........ 😔
Labels: #KLJW, Late night thoughts
