This is just gonna be a post talking about this guy, Mr JordanKJW.

Because my previous post was talking about my ex, K, and well, I did mentioned about me getting close with this guy. So, I'm here to clear the doubts and stuffs and give this guy a clean and clear name (I don't want people to think that he's the 3rd party)

I met him when I was single (first broke up with my ex) and it's kinda funny how we first met. Still remember that night, I was out with my party peeps and was drinking at Liang Court. And one of them was drunk, in rebel... So have to drag him back to Liang Court and take care of him. So coincidentally, Jordan and clique were friends with my drunkard peep. They walked pass and asked what happened, because I wasn't really in sober state, I started whining.

Then, I don't know why and how, I became part of their clique... Was added into their groupchat, and started to meet up and stuffs. I remember the first meet up with the clique was to go Timber. At that point of time, there's nothing between anyone of us. Then suddenly, Jordan started personal messaging me. So that's when we started talking and stuffs.

Because last time, I'm still a party animal, I will join him and clique to party together. Basically, 1 girl and 5 guys(?) And Jordan never fail to take care of me, and handle my unreasonable nonsense. Still remember he will come over to my workplace to pick me and head down to Clarke Quay together... Like seriously.

He will meet me often and bring me out to eat and stuff. Never fail me let me go out with an empty stomach. Talking about eating, there's once, I'd a craving for Ikea meatballs, he traveled from home to Ikea just to get my cravings satisfied. He even send over to my workplace and then leave. How niceeeeeee.

Whenever we meet up, we never fail to take photos. Maybe because I was the one who ask him to take photos together. We can actually finish a pack of polaroid films within 30 minutes. The number of polaroids I took with him, is really way beyond what I expected. Like I never take so many instant prints with any other one, not even my girlfriends.

But well, ever since I got back with my ex, I don't meet Jordan often anymore. Because I know, I'm attached, and it's not very nice to meet him (at that point of time, he's still trying to chase me) And sooner or later, my ex found out about Jordan. We quarreled multiple times because I still talks to Jordan even when I know my ex don't like it. So one day, I decided to "cut" him off...

Ever since me and my ex boyfriend broke up, Jordan and I were contacting again. Even when we are still close, but I know he's no longer into me. We are just like best friends, and it's true that he knows me inside out. My secrets, my ups and downs, my sorrows and stuff.

The last met up with him, was around Chinese New Year last year. Accompanied him to places to get his stuffs done. And when I say last met up, was literally the last. Cause after that, he's attached with a girl who'll cherish him more than me. I'm glad for him, and I really really want his girlfriend to treasure him. (If not I don't mind giving her bitch slaps for hurting him!)

At times, I really do feel that I would be much happier if I chose him back then. Like, I won't suffer from betrayal, or hurt, or anything else. Because I know he'll treasure me very much. But then, think again... I won't regret not choosing him, because I know I can't give him the best like how she did. And I might end up hurting him. So yeap.....

Lastly, i don't know if you (Jordan) will be reading this, but I really wish the best for you! Treasure Glad and treat her well. You know I'll still be here to lend you a pair of listening ears, and give you some advice. I know talking to me will cause a lot of misunderstanding between you and Glad, but don't worry, I won't be the first contacting you, unless it's really really urgent/choice-less. 

2012 September...

Timber.

September 2013...

And he's copying my expression.