Suddenly, I get flashbacks of those small little bits of 2013. The year I felt the most, I fell the hardest. I thought that you'll be the one, the right one. But, you turned out to be the "right" one to get me a step closer to my next one.

How can someone you once loved so dearly become a complete stranger with tons of memories? I guess it's because things change with time. Because we don't even try to please each other anymore, and we start to take each other for granted.

I finally gathered my courage to ask for the reason, but you just brush me off with a "no reason". You told me, "It's 2015. Get over with it". Maybe you're right, it's already 2015. Almost 2 years since you left, and why am I still curious about the reason why. Leaving me, is just as simple as 1-2-3.

I can come out with a lot of reasons of why you left. Because I'm not the type of girl you're looking for / Because I aren't there when you need me the most / Because you think that you're not good enough for me / Because you think I deserve better / Because you fell in love with another her / Because you no longer love me / Because you realised you don't love me at all / Because I'm full of nonsense / Because I choose family over you / Because I'm fat ...

How can one break up without any reason. Maybe it's really time, first month of 2015 is coming to an end. So does all these nonsense. No more you, no more us. Whatever that's left, will be those memories. No more hope, no more love. Whatever that's left, will be just strangers with memories. No more text, no more anything.

 这次，我真的真的该放下了。再不愿意，也得放下。

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