Been 3 days since we last chat. And even when I really want and tempted to send a text to you, I've to stop myself from doing so.

I'm sorry that I've been pestering you for the past months. I'm sorry that I've demand too much from you. I'm sorry that I think too highly of myself for being able to move you and make you fall. I'm sorry for my stubbornness and irritation. I'm sorry for every single nonsense I've create.

I've no idea when will we ever chat again. You ask me treat you as how I treat ray; I sure can. But now, I seem as thou I'm treating you lesser than how I treat him, I'm treating you more like a stranger than a friend to me. Hmmm. I've no idea man.

and I won't deny the fact that you're still the reason of me improving myself. I might not end up being the girl you want, or need. Neither will I be the girl you want me to be. But I'll be better. Better than now, better than ever. ☺️