"Girl-friend"
Wednesday, September 10, 2014 | 6:40 PM | 0 ruler breaker
And so, if you really did know me, or followed me on any social media, you would have know I'm very close with a girl by the name of Joyce/@rebelathearts(twitter)/@beyondxme(instagram)
As from the title and the photo, I guess it's pretty obvious what I'm gonna talk about in this post.
"GIRL FRIEND"
Well, it's pretty obvious that we are so close to the extend that we chat about anything and everything. But after knowing each other for a year, we are now separated. And the reason behind it, was me "flirting" with her crush. (That's what she claims)
I know people around her will think, "Why Ruijia do such things, it's too much!" "Why she flirt her 'sister's' crush?" "Why is Ruijia being such a bitch? Touch her 'sister's' guy" "Shameless bitch" and blahblahblah. To be honest, I don't really care how people sees me, cause I don't live up to other people's life/words/expectations/whatsoever.
First of all, if going out with a guy alone, is called flirting, then DAMN, I MUST HAVE FLIRT WITH A LOT OF GUYS.... Well, I know I shouldn't be having kinky talks with him, but wait, I DO HAVE SUCH TALKS WITH OTHERS. I mean, is it a crime to have kinky talk with a friend? If it is, or if that's flirting, then DAMN, I FLIRT WITH A LOT OF GUYS AGAIN! If I held his arm while crossing the road for once, and let go after crossing, is flirting? Then DAMN, I FLIRT WITH A LOT OF GUYS ONCE AGAIN! And if I jokingly say I want him to buy pandora for me, and he said he will (but he didnt, of course) is called flirting. THEN I THINK I SHOULD JUST COMMIT SUICIDE, CAUSE I DO THAT TO OTHER GUYS TOO, AND I'M FLIRTING WITH THEM.....
Another issue about our broken friendship was because she's disappointed in me, cause of my lifestyle. But wait, it's my lifestyle... I mean, yes, I know and understand that you're worry for me. But if you're using that to quarrel with me on top of the "flirting" issue, then damn, this friendship is hard to continue.......
I don't live up to anyone's expectation, and it's my life. I choose what I want and what I wanna do. People around me could only advice me and give me suggestions. I will listen to all advise, cause I know it's for my own good.
I wasn't that angry or upset because of the broken friendship, what makes me pissed and angry was that she was the one asking me to go Bangkok together at the end of the month, and now she's the one who wants to cancel her trip. I mean, I totally understand you won't want to travel with someone you've hatred for. But HELLO, you're the one who asked me to go, and we've booked everything, then you wanna cancel everything. Well played girl, well played.
It's alright then, I shall travel alone if I still can't find anyone to go with me. Cause at the end of the day, it'll be your lost, not mine. But it's just stupid when you cancelled the trip with me, and you're going to travel with your girlfriends on the same date as mine? So please don't let me see you in Bangkok, cause I don't want my mood to get affected by seeing you there.
Cause I don't understand why you'll think that I'm interested in your crush just because I went out with him and got pretty close. And if you think it's a revenge I'm taking because you're once close with my ex boyfriend, then damn, you're wrong. And that proves that you don't really know me well. One thing for sure, I don't do such shameless move, cause that's not what I will do. I will only make friends/bros with my girl-friend's crush/bf/husband/or even her friends. But well, I guess you'll never understand. And I'm fine with it. Hate me all you want :)
