Goodbye teenage years,
Last 30mins of my teenage years, and I'm here. A quick short and sweet post to sum up my teenage years.
How would I describe my teenage years (thirteen - nineteen)? Awesome? Challenging? Happy? Loved? Blessed? Wanted? Hurt? Being bullied? Actually, I can't think of the right word to describe my teenage years, maybe the best word is EXCITING.
Why would I say exciting, maybe because I've faced a lot of ups and downs. Where should I start? Hmmm....
When I was 13th, went to my secondary school, Bendemeer. Having my bud with me, was the best thing ever. Having him with me since primary 2, so basically, we know each other almost inside out. Studies was a mess at the start, cause have to handle more subjects. But thank god, I'm able to adapt fast, so after a month or two, i'm getting a hand of having around 6 or 7 subjects. Had my first "fight" in secondary, and worst is when I did nothing wrong. I was being accused! Accused of snatching boyfriend. First of all, I don't even know that guy at all, neither did I talk to him, HOW ON EARTH I'M ABLE TO STEAL HIM AWAY? I only saw that guy on my best friend (Sharina)'s birthday celebration, I didn't even talk to him or smile or whatsoever, and I'm being accused. And worst is that my best friend was on their side during that "fight". Almost got slapped by 10 girls outside school, and I was all alone, with no help. But because there's teachers/police that walked pass, they run off. But after a while, S came back and apologize to me. During that year, I had my first "boyfriend", and my second "boyfriend".
14th, start of the year, the girls that accused me befriended with me (how funny) And shit happened again. I remember this very clearly, cause on April fool day, 3 of my "ex boyfriends" came back and ask me to be back with them again. I mean, Hello, they're 3 best friends, asking me to go back at the same time on April fool day, obviously it's a joke right? So I played along. And that group of girls, say that I'm flirting and playing with feelings. I was like "Hello, it's a April fool joke. And they're 3 best friends, you think I'm that dumb and think that they're serious of getting back with me?" But sadly, this shit got real. And they spread to almost the whole school that I'm a flirt and writing AR(Anti Ruijia) on the corner of the board in every classroom. But thank god, at that point of time, my boyfriend was there for me. Supporting me and stuffs. But of course, we ended because he can't stand the fact that I'm being a "flirt". Having 6 "boyfriends" in that year. A year of suicidal thoughts, did stupid and silly things to myself.
15th, finally I'm in the upper secondary. But split classes with my best friends (S and Noah). Had to like make new friends in the class, and I found my fav 5 girls (Bevin, Chewyen, Eileen, Sinee and Huili). Days in secondary 3 finally become more peaceful. No dramas, no fights, but having fun. Spending everyday with my fav girls and those laughter are the best! A year with 7 "boyfriends" is like funny.
16th, N level year. Taking school more serious, studying and mugging with fav girls are like loved. Best thing that happened to me during this year, is that I met a guy who really love me, even with flaws and mistakes. I still remember very clearly how we started talking, A TABLE MSN. Because during Chinese lesson, I'm in his class, I just happened to write a "Hi" on the table due to boredom. And during the next class, I saw a reply. And that's how we started talking, we almost had a full table of conversation, thank god I erased like half of the table during our 2nd week of chatting, if not a table is not enough. AHAHAHA. But this sweet romance lasted for 9 months only, due to my stupidity.
17th, O levels. Singleship for the whole year and I won't deny it's bad. Cause I'd my girls with me. Focus more on studies and having fun. And graduated from Bendemeer with not a great results, but still, managed to get into a Polytechnic!
18th, legal year. Got into polytechnic. Finally wanting to settle down with relationship if I ever got into one, found my first "boyfriend" in poly, from my class, and it turned out to be like shit! Totally bullshit! But after that I found a boyfriend who I truly love, and truly wanna settle down with. Going through all ups and downs with him. Spending every single day with him, in his arms. Quarrels and problems brought us closer.
19th, a year of sorrows. Broke up with the love of my life, 19months of relationship ended because of a "unknown" reason - even though he claims that I'm annoying, but I highly doubt that's the reason why. Overcoming this break up is the worst shit ever! But I won't deny he's still the one I loved the most. And also, my precious little gift that was given by him.
And here I'm turning 20.
Ended my teenage years, and hopefully everything will start changing now. Have to focus more on my future instead of present, I meant, work for my future.
Goodbye to that naive Rui Jia. Goodbye to those foolishness. Goodbye to the teenage years.
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Things doesn't hurt me
RUIJIA HONG, Jessica.
Also known as Rjellybeano
Sagittarius, 10th December. Attached to Mr Ng JH. I'm proud that I'm living in a beautiful city called Singapore.
If you people really want to know so much about my past, you can visit ruijiaaa.bs.com to read about my life from 2007 till 2013.
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Goodbye teenage years,
Last 30mins of my teenage years, and I'm here. A quick short and sweet post to sum up my teenage years.
How would I describe my teenage years (thirteen - nineteen)? Awesome? Challenging? Happy? Loved? Blessed? Wanted? Hurt? Being bullied? Actually, I can't think of the right word to describe my teenage years, maybe the best word is EXCITING.
Why would I say exciting, maybe because I've faced a lot of ups and downs. Where should I start? Hmmm....
When I was 13th, went to my secondary school, Bendemeer. Having my bud with me, was the best thing ever. Having him with me since primary 2, so basically, we know each other almost inside out. Studies was a mess at the start, cause have to handle more subjects. But thank god, I'm able to adapt fast, so after a month or two, i'm getting a hand of having around 6 or 7 subjects. Had my first "fight" in secondary, and worst is when I did nothing wrong. I was being accused! Accused of snatching boyfriend. First of all, I don't even know that guy at all, neither did I talk to him, HOW ON EARTH I'M ABLE TO STEAL HIM AWAY? I only saw that guy on my best friend (Sharina)'s birthday celebration, I didn't even talk to him or smile or whatsoever, and I'm being accused. And worst is that my best friend was on their side during that "fight". Almost got slapped by 10 girls outside school, and I was all alone, with no help. But because there's teachers/police that walked pass, they run off. But after a while, S came back and apologize to me. During that year, I had my first "boyfriend", and my second "boyfriend".
14th, start of the year, the girls that accused me befriended with me (how funny) And shit happened again. I remember this very clearly, cause on April fool day, 3 of my "ex boyfriends" came back and ask me to be back with them again. I mean, Hello, they're 3 best friends, asking me to go back at the same time on April fool day, obviously it's a joke right? So I played along. And that group of girls, say that I'm flirting and playing with feelings. I was like "Hello, it's a April fool joke. And they're 3 best friends, you think I'm that dumb and think that they're serious of getting back with me?" But sadly, this shit got real. And they spread to almost the whole school that I'm a flirt and writing AR(Anti Ruijia) on the corner of the board in every classroom. But thank god, at that point of time, my boyfriend was there for me. Supporting me and stuffs. But of course, we ended because he can't stand the fact that I'm being a "flirt". Having 6 "boyfriends" in that year. A year of suicidal thoughts, did stupid and silly things to myself.
15th, finally I'm in the upper secondary. But split classes with my best friends (S and Noah). Had to like make new friends in the class, and I found my fav 5 girls (Bevin, Chewyen, Eileen, Sinee and Huili). Days in secondary 3 finally become more peaceful. No dramas, no fights, but having fun. Spending everyday with my fav girls and those laughter are the best! A year with 7 "boyfriends" is like funny.
16th, N level year. Taking school more serious, studying and mugging with fav girls are like loved. Best thing that happened to me during this year, is that I met a guy who really love me, even with flaws and mistakes. I still remember very clearly how we started talking, A TABLE MSN. Because during Chinese lesson, I'm in his class, I just happened to write a "Hi" on the table due to boredom. And during the next class, I saw a reply. And that's how we started talking, we almost had a full table of conversation, thank god I erased like half of the table during our 2nd week of chatting, if not a table is not enough. AHAHAHA. But this sweet romance lasted for 9 months only, due to my stupidity.
17th, O levels. Singleship for the whole year and I won't deny it's bad. Cause I'd my girls with me. Focus more on studies and having fun. And graduated from Bendemeer with not a great results, but still, managed to get into a Polytechnic!
18th, legal year. Got into polytechnic. Finally wanting to settle down with relationship if I ever got into one, found my first "boyfriend" in poly, from my class, and it turned out to be like shit! Totally bullshit! But after that I found a boyfriend who I truly love, and truly wanna settle down with. Going through all ups and downs with him. Spending every single day with him, in his arms. Quarrels and problems brought us closer.
19th, a year of sorrows. Broke up with the love of my life, 19months of relationship ended because of a "unknown" reason - even though he claims that I'm annoying, but I highly doubt that's the reason why. Overcoming this break up is the worst shit ever! But I won't deny he's still the one I loved the most. And also, my precious little gift that was given by him.
And here I'm turning 20.
Ended my teenage years, and hopefully everything will start changing now. Have to focus more on my future instead of present, I meant, work for my future.
Goodbye to that naive Rui Jia. Goodbye to those foolishness. Goodbye to the teenage years.
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