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A letter from me when I was 17th,
Saturday, December 28, 2013 | 12:48 AM | 0 ruler breaker

So, I found this letter I wrote for myself when I was 17th. Reading back, I guess things didn't go as what I thought it would be 3 years ago.

English verse:

Dear Ruijia at the age of 20,
I think by then, I've found my prince charming. I don't know, if he's the one I want, but I know I will be living happily. I don't know where will I be by then, I don't know how would I look by then, but I believe, I'm still as cute. AHAHAHA!
I just wish to tell you, I'm living happily now, with many good friends. I hope you'll still greet them, and I hope you'll still keep in contact with them. Thank you in advance! Remember to miss me oh! Don't always date with boyfriend, must remember family as well!
Ok, I think, if you ever forget what happened to you in the past, you can always come back and read this blog.
Love, 17th Ruijia.

Look at me now, with no prince charming. But I'm indeed living happily. I didn't really contact with those good friends anymore, but of course, I still want to meet them soon.

And to that 17 year old Ruijia, I just want to thank you! For being strong all those while, never did try to end your life. If not I won't be at where I am anymore. Of course, I know you'll be angry and disappointed in me for some foolish act, but I know you'll understand why I did those.

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