What if one day my smile disappear from my face again?

I don't know what will happen to me if my smile is taken away from my face again. I've finally found my smile back from that darkness. I don't wish and don't want it to disappear again. I used to let someone to be the reason of my happiness, but once he's gone, everything's gone - which includes my smile, my heart, and even my life. Thank goodness that it isn't the time for me to die yet, that's why I'm still be able to blog here.

I've no idea if I'm able to find someone I truly love again, but I know there'll surely be someone who will love me right. I don't know when he'll arrive, I don't know how long will I have to wait, but I know it'll be worth it.

Slowly building myself to be someone better.