7th January
Tuesday, January 7, 2014 | 5:54 PM | 0 ruler breaker
3rd day of school after school reopen.
Everything seems still as per normal. School is still as tiring as it was, I swear school is the best place to drain my energy. If only it can drain my fats away as well. Ahahaha! Thank god I've got my BFF (Lionel) in my class, not forgetting Zexian. They both never fail to keep my day brighten, never fail to keep me smiling. And maybe that's the reason why I still have the mood to go school, if not I will dread to go school. The new semester started for like 3 months already, but I'm still feeling lost, totally no clue of what I am studying.
Well, moving on~
Received an unexpected call from that unexpected girl, and talked about unexpected stuffs. I was rather shock that I'll receive a call from her, I even double confirm her identity just to reassure myself. And indeed it's her. Someone who hate me to the core, wishing that I will die and disappear in her life, and cursing that my family will die before me so I will suffer first. Till now, I still can't get why would she even want to make that call to me. She asked about the past, the past about me and him. I don't know man, she keep telling me that she don't care about this and that. But, if she don't care, why would she want to ask? Hmmm. Telling me she want to drop the hatred she had for me, cause hating is too tiring. But honey, in the first place, you choose to hate me and bitch about me. To me, it doesn't matter at all. But it's good that you chose to drop the hatred, because it'll free yourself from more misery. Ahahaha! Just hope you'll learn to love yourself more and of course, not forgetting him! All the best for you!
Moving on~
Talking about hatred, have you ever hated someone so badly that you want them to disappear not only from your life but from the earth's surface? To me, I just find hating on someone is too tiring. So I never once hate someone, but I do dislike a person. Whatever he do, I will try to "Disiao" (disturb) him. But I won't go to the extend of hoping he die or something.
I just think that hating on someone is too tiring!
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