8th November.
Saturday, November 9, 2013 | 1:39 AM | 0 ruler breaker
It's 8th November again. And yes, it's your day again.
Tonight, I'm getting affected again. Not by you, but by the memories. And tonight, it get a little too much. A little more than I could handle, but no worries, I'll come off strong one day. Just not today, not tonight.
Remember how I used to celebrate this day with you. In 2011, you'd your mini celebration in zirca. I was there too, with you, in your arms, lips locked tight. Even though we did not had any fanciful birthday celebration, but I still manage to spend that day with you. Accompanying you do the things you want to do ;)
2012, I made your birthday a little more special. Surprised you at your place together with your best friends. Gave you a self-designed cake, a wallet and a blazer(given in advance) for your birthday present. Had a belated celebration together with our anniversary in town, together with your bestf. Accompanied you to your family dinner at ECP, and chilling session with your clique at pub.
From this year onward, I will no longer be the one celebrating this special day with you. Never again. Not because I don't want to, but I no longer have to. I don't even see the point for me to send you a "Happy Birthday" message thru phone or whatsoever. She will take over the job and make you the happiest guy from then on.
Even though I no longer love you as much as I used to, even though I no longer hope and pray that you'll return, I still wish the best for you! And hoping you'll be happier.
Even though I no longer love you as much as I used to, even though I no longer hope and pray that you'll return, I still wish the best for you! And hoping you'll be happier.
Labels: That past of mine (K)
