7th November...
Thursday, November 7, 2013 | 2:46 PM | 0 ruler breaker
Currently in lecture hall now, but I can't seems to concentrate at all.
I don't know since when, my mind shuts down on studies. But that isn't the worst, my mind even shut off from making best decisions during real serious situations. Maybe my mind shut down ever since I met you, K.
On the 5th November 2011, marks the first day we light that spark of our love. Remember that day, I chose to stick with you. And that closure really brought me falling for you. Remember that night, that moment when we are standing outside Rebel (currently called Dream), that scene was a scene I once dreamt of. De javu. Still remember that night, you are somehow celebrating your birthday in advance too.
Two days ago, marks the 2nd year that we really get to know each other. But to us, it doesn't matter anymore. You've moved on, so did I. What makes me upset, is not about you anymore. What makes me upset, is the memories you left, the days and nights we spent together, the fights and quarrels we had...
Yesterday, had a small chat with the boys. When I mentioned about you, they ask me to let you go. And I said, "I've already let him go, cause I see no point holding on anymore. What's remain, are the memories. After all, we are together for 1year plus, it's impossible to not get affected by the memories."
Some of my friends, are thinking, why out of a sudden I'm able to let him go. Because previously, I'm very stubborn, and I insist of holding on. Thinking that he will return. But because of an incident, someone came to guide me out. This someone is so special, that actually allow me to see the part of him that I've been avoiding to see.
All I can say, I've let go of him already. But if he ever come back and beg for my return (which is totally impossible) 50% of me will go back. ahahahaha.
Lastly, I just want to say. Even if you've let go of the person, memories will still haunt you down.
Labels: That past of mine (K)
